This journal will be DELETED.
Next month I will erese it definitely.
I'm sure about it.

I'm leaving this lj that long to make sure everyone will read this post.

I created new account.
It's under construction right now.
If anyone want to add me... add me.
But I cant promisse I will add you back.

So good bye here.
Welcome to nejimakidori89



ps. R.I.P for writing journal dolphin_hotel too.

i dont think i'll back here
sorry

my world collapsed.
hiatus on here.

I wanna scream. Run out of home and scream loud.

Hmm, everything is so weird. I really dont understand what is happening in my life, I'm loosing control...

I dont eat. I mean I loose appetite. I force myself to eat breakfast. Today it was slice of bread with cheese and glas of coca-cola. Then I usualy eat something on very late dinner. It's usually some vagetables, 'cos I dont want eat anything else. Hmm. Wonder how long I will survive on such diet...

I worry too much. But this cannot be helped.

I dream weird dreams again. Hell, I want to back to my dreams bout the end of the world. They were terrifying but understandable. And now... it's a paranoia. I dont want them...

I feel lonely. The feeling has deepened. I went to watch juwenalia on the market square today. So many sudents, dressed up, wearing such a crazy costumes... incredible. So, so great. And everyone were so happy, lauging, drinking with frends, haveing fun. And me in the middle of this, feeling so fucking lonely and wanting to cry loud. It's not fair. Not fucking fair. I regert that I didnt find this girl with "free hugs" sign.

I'm going home today. I wanted to stay here for weekend but I cannot. I sprain my finger on PE yesterday. Now it's swollen and hurts a bit. I have to go to doctor but I dont wont to go here, in Kraków. That's why I have to go home.

I dont care if no one will read it.